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June 11th, 2006
06:10 pm - wtf mate
i havent written in my livejournal since september of 05, since then, my life has changed drastically
in that time, im no longer obsessed with "geo" infact we dont even talk
jon ross and i are over too
chris and i are in love
i have no friends in coral springs/parkland, except for a couple people, mostly i live in west palm, which at times sucks but ya
im no longer obsessed with nfty, barely even talk to israel people sadly
im not a machon
i suck in school, even though its summer now my final grades were pretty raunchy
all of my former best friends, including ashley, jess, maddy, asher, etc, i barely talk to
im lame, something like 64 days of summer left, crap
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/okay.gif) blah
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September 5th, 2005
12:05 pm - and they say shes so lucky...
i was blessed
i mean not always, not completely, not perfectly, but i was blessed
i have friends
i have the most amazing friends anyone could ever want
wether im hanging out with court and just having fun watchin movies or ya gettin food [we do that a lot]
or its with julie and ashley because they are soo spunky
or alissa and steph and jess who just mean the world to me
and of course all my israel friends have my back like no other people
and then there is geo who just would die for me
i was blessed
with u guys
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/happy.gif) calm
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September 3rd, 2005
12:21 pm - take me home....
last night...was awesome
alissa and i went to the mall
ate lots of chinese food
bought cute fuzzy socks which we wore out
we picked up steph
chilled there for a bit, i love tootsie
then we went to blockbuster, got elf and a cinderella story
we watched elf (amazing)
steph and i ate ice cream
took steph home
went to geos
played on the bridge with skyler tyler geo and stuart
went to wendys (still barefoot)
got asked to go to a gang bang
saw jenna and gina <3
everyone drove alissas car cause its pimp
came back
slept
amazing night, homecomign dress shopin today
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/flirt.gif) flirty
Current Music: home, marc broussard
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August 30th, 2005
09:41 pm - bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum...yeah
How it happens
I don't care
If it's rainin'
Or what I wear
I know today is taking me
Where I'm meant to be
Doesn't matter where I go
With my boy shoes
And my rock star phone
I'm waiting for a friend to call
Or the rain to fall
Life goes by
Who knows why
I can't wait for the world to spin
I can't wait to be happenin'
Ooh, What's it gonna take
I can't wait for the time to come
When I'll be shining like the sun
I can't wait (I can't wait)
Bum bum bum
Bum bum bum
Bum bum bum
Yeah
Everybody has their day
Where things just seem
To go their way
An angel's gonna
Smile on me
When it's meant to be
'Cause anything's possible
No matter how incredible
You never know who I might meet
On this crowded street
Life goes on
Like a song
I can't wait for the world to spin
I can't wait to be happenin'
Ooh, what's it gonna take
I can't wait for the time to come
When I'll be shining like the sun
I can't wait
I haven't got forever
And I haven't got all day
Oooh, I don't want my world to stay the same
So where's a magic moment
To carry me away
I can't wait for the world to spin
I can't wait to be happenin'
Ooh, what's it gonna take
I can't wait for the time to come
When I'll be shining like the sun
I can't wait
I can't wait for the world to spin
I can't wait to be happenin'
I can't wait
I CAN'T WAIT!!!
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: hillary duff
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August 27th, 2005
09:10 pm - i love rock and roll so come and take some time to dance with me...
black eyed peas rule the world
i love hurricanes
got another cartilage piercing today...thanks maddy
malling with courtney is lots of fun [i love u court]
4 day weekends are pretty cool
partyin tonight [hopefully]
livejournal isnt cool anymore
i may delete this shit
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/crazy.gif) crazy
Current Music: black eyed peas...pump it
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August 23rd, 2005
06:41 pm - just get to me...
today is a sad day
today i miss israel, more than i can even begin to explain
school is going pretty well, my grades are pretty good
im just sad, i just want to cry, i just want israel back
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/sad.gif) sad
Current Music: train, get to me
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August 15th, 2005
08:21 pm - thats a day ill never forget
let me just say this:::
PARENTS DO NOT DESERVE THE CHILDREN THEY HAVE
i know too many people who are the most amazing kids, who push themselves sooo hard, who are in extra activities, bands, who help around the house, who do chores, who feed themselves dinner cause their parents wont cook, who have jobs, and their parents hate them, look down on them, and think they can always do better
i hate that, i decided im going to write a book, its gonna be called "Why You Should Love Us" and its going to be a book to parents about why they should love their children, i think it will go big
seriously parents, u were once our age, u made mistakes, u were wrong, and u did poorly, u fucked up, u dissapointed ur own parents, so why do u continue to hurt us?!?!
we are the future, the future will not be perfect but its those imperfections that are going to make it wonderful, i wish all parents would realize that
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/bitchy.gif) annoyed
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August 13th, 2005
12:06 am - abra cadabra, i wanna reach out and grab ya...
the first week of school is complete, this is absolutly amazing!
um bowling tonight was awesome, it was me, christina, julie, ashley and erica, honestly, i dont think ive laughed that much since israel, or maybe even ever, like it was an absolutly perfect amazing night! im obsessed with the snort game, i just love to snort, cosmic bowling is awesome, such a wierd group of people at don carters, and of course they all saw me eat shit and fall not even while bowling, just walking
um a lot of junk goin on in my head, i dont know who i love more, im not willing to give either of them up, its such a sticky situation
o baby, im kinda tired, and nautious from an accessive amount of breadsticks
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: steve miller band
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August 10th, 2005
07:18 pm - let the good times roll...
ok so school, its only my third day as a junior but im likin it, i mean its different, im real upperclasman now, its a nice feeling
hes back in my life, like big time, right now its good, i missed him, and its like he never left but i feel like hes tryin to take someone elses place and it wont happen, they have to share the spotlight
i want to know why so many of the soccer players are hot, this includes kayla and christina of course but like some of them are quite good looking
i dont like math however, its just not on my good side
i also think my essays in ap english are gonna suck for a long time....super
i miss israel, like a lot, i can never get it out of my head, but seeing nathan every day helps, and i can only look forward to fall kallah, hopefully everyone will be there
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/indescribable.gif) indescribable
Current Music: shuffle on limewire
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August 8th, 2005
06:48 pm - her confidence is tragic but her intuition magic...
ok so school started today and i have very positive thoughts about the year
even the classes that i feel alone in, the teacher is either amazing or the easiness is
i think i may be getting a job this weekend
im sooooo excited to be his friend again, and i guess we'll see what happens from there but for now im excited just to know hes there
this year looks like its gonna be really good, im tryin not to get too cocky yet but i have positive thoughts
ps oar was pretty good, i love spending time with leah chelsea and ashley, they are so fuckin awesome
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: natasha beddingfield
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August 7th, 2005
12:21 pm - colt 45 and 2 zig zags baby thats all we need...
ok so im finally healthy, ish, and school begins tomorrow which im soooo not ready for, like for serious
what else is going on, o OAR concert tonight, yeah, um rumor is braden may be there....sheeba thats gonna be fuckin crazy
scotts comin to visit me on saturday, hes like one of my best friends, im like dyin without him
i just ate a chocolate chip bagel with vegetable cream cheese, and it wasnt that bad, but im nautious now, whatever its all tov
before oar im goin to dinner with leah, chelsea, and possibly harper and company of course the lovely ashley eisenberg
last night at like 2 am, ashley, maddy and i made sweatpants, they are black and have our initials on the front, on the back they say "sexual innuendo" yea we are so funny we dont even need the actual sexual innuendo
sooo excited for tonight, not excited for school considering the only shoppin ive done is 1 pair of jeans, thats it, i really dont care though, who the fuck am i impressing? nobody, thats who
k i still have a lot of hw to do, god damn summer reading!
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: colt 45
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August 4th, 2005
12:24 am - ive got another confession to make, im your fool...
being home is hard, and i think it would be even harder if i wasnt sick, but i am so i sleep all day and ignore how much i miss everyone
oddly i miss certain people more than others, for instance, i really miss jc but i dont really miss shana lol!!!
pray for eie "yall", seriously, pray for it
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/sick.gif) sick
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August 1st, 2005
04:07 pm - i hope you had the time of ur life...
so israel, there arent any words for it
i cant describe how much i miss everyone already
it was perfect
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: dmb
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June 25th, 2005
09:04 pm - i am taffy stuck and tongue tied...
im so excited to go
and ive never been more scared either
its not just this past year, few months, weeks or days that ive been waiting to go to israel, ive been counting down for it since i first heard about it when i was 10 years old, i am 16 now, 6 years of waiting and i was so patient
when i come home, what do i look forward to next, this was the only completely sure thing that i ever had to look forward to, to expect, to know that it was going to be there
i was home like all day today, just layin my bed, the thought of the goodbyes that await me, scare me
at the same time i know i am going to have the most amazing time of my life, like its going to be beyond amazing
not everyone said bye, but the 3 most important people in my life that arent a part of my parental unit did
i smiled when i said bye to ashley, but i could have cried, no one knows me like she does, no one knows my bullshit, the only person who will look me in the face and tell me to accept the love thats being given to me
jess, the sunshine in my day, she is undoubtly the only other person in my life who looks at everything with optimism, who like me, knows that everything in the world is wonderful until proven crappy, and she like ash, knows me like no other, she is my soul mate, my uga baby, the love of my life that i will live out my future with, my rammorico sporco babydoll
and geordan, for him there were no smiles in saying goodbye, it was sure saddness, he is my closest friend, he knows me like no one else, he is the person i feel safest in the world with because i know he cares about me and will protect me, last night on the phone he said "i cant believe ur leaving, all this time u were counting down and know ur leaving me for 5 weeks, i dont even want to think about it, im going to miss you, you know i will always be there for u because i love u, ur my robin m-kam"
for those that didnt say goodbye, i will still miss u, i will miss everything about everyone, and im scared but i know that i have u all to come home to and look forward to seeing
so once again, now that in less then 12 hours, i will be on a plane to ny, i love you, all of u, god forbid anything happens to me, or to u, i love u, everyone impacts everyones lives, u impacted mine, i hope i impacted urs
have amazing summers
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/blank.gif) blank
Current Music: random stuff
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11:54 am - fdfndkfndk;fjd;kfmndfhdfndjkn
TOMORROW, THATS IT, IN LIKE 12 HOURS IT WILL BE TOMORROW
TOMORROW I LEAVE FOR ISRAEL, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR SAY
everyone, im going to miss you alll soooooooo much and know that i love you and hope to god you all have amazing summers!
so, on that note, i love u, peace out!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/energetic.gif) speechless
Current Music: red dirt road
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June 23rd, 2005
01:43 pm - un, dos, tres....3 DAYS!!!!
lol woo hoo 3 days and im gone like a freight train
i went out to lunch with my grandparents today, that was fun
geordan wont leave me alone, he keeps tryin to get me to come with him to run errands or do stupid stuff, at first it was fun, now im annoyed, i dont wanna go on anymore errands! and when i refuse he gets mad at me, so for the moment, hes mad at me!
holy jesus israel is soooo soon, im gonna pee myself
Current Music: gasolina
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June 21st, 2005
03:48 pm - there are no other words to say...i love u
i love u i love u i love u i love u
lol im in a good mood
birth control cant be started till my next period, its complicated, gyno was uncomfortable and awkward but w/e i did it
got my travelers checks!!!! thats a lot of money there are trusting me with
i leave in 5 days, 4 not counting today
finished my martin luther king speech annotations and my genocide editorial for ap english!!! now i only have to read 2 books for eng and pick like 5 quotes from each, this is amazing, but i have a lil of ap art history work to do too but ill do that when i get home
jesus this week has been wierd, and it keeps gettin wierder
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: natasha beddingfield
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June 20th, 2005
02:24 pm - im tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here...
every guy ive ever had a relationship with, when me and him end, he goes on to bigger and better things, braden and his gf got together right after me and him ended and they have been together for a year, and then cameron had a million gfs since me, and then nick and his gf got together like right after me and they are in love...so i decided im a buffer, im that step that a guy has to take before he finds the right girl to fall in love with
the catch is that i will always be the buffer, i will always be the step, i will never be the perfect girl the guy falls in love with, but fuck it, ill move on
amanda got a chiuahaha or however its spelled, her name is ferahhari or however thats spelt, like the car, me and nick (her bf) call it peanut though, yea he bought it for her, that guy spoils my sister like woah!
yea they have to get me one now too
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/enthralled.gif) in love
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June 19th, 2005
07:16 pm
im Freaked out Insecure Neurotic Emotional
o jesus, sooo much is going on in my life and i dont even know how to handle it all
I LEAVE IN A WEEK!!!!
i need to stop going shoppin, i do not have room for all of the stuff i am bringing, like this is rediculous
other sectors of my life are equally crazy, what is he thinking?!?!?!
i dont care if he doesnt like me, no one likes him, but i have a small crush on his gf...haha ash i love u!!!
im gonna throw up, i cant handle all this excitement
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: ben harper
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June 18th, 2005
08:52 pm - i hurwt myself...
so much has gone down in the last couple days
some people are complete douches, like god damn they deserve a good kick in the dick
in other news, ISRAEL NOT COUNTING THE NEXT 3 HOURS IS 1 WEEK AWAY...HOLY FUCKIN SHIT!!!!
this is amazing like i dont even know what to do with myself
ive developed this burping thing, i burp a lot now, its so wierd
and im going to walgreens with steph now...thats wierd
i saw leah and chelsea, god damn i love those twins
i smell, i should shower, but i cant...long story
asher rocks my world
I LOVE ASHLEY ROSE EISENBERG, (bitch if u comment back using my middle name i will kill u)
THE END
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/sore.gif) i fell down the stairs, ouch
Current Music: uncle cracker (i have a crush on him)
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